Taking the Leap

I am ready!! I feel that way you do when you have been putting off something so fun and exciting for reasons unexplained but you have. And now this is it, the time has come to leap. Who fucking cares what happens. Living on the this earth, I take care of myself and family, I care about the state of the planet and I have morals (questionable I know, but I do). I have reached the place in my life that I have been working for over the past few years. I am ready to take the plunge into my truly authentic life. I actually feel suffocated by not going down my creative path. I feel like I am lying to myself and all people in my life by not going through this path of joy and life. I am not afraid anymore.

And what are we all worried about? Who are we living for? Living for ourselves brings out possibilities and happiness which all people around us can be a part of...instead of a big ball of stress and sadness.

I have a folder at home with different sections (i.e. Family, Love, Career & School) where I describe what I am looking for in these areas. And it is a fabulous tool to help focus with the Law of Attraction and to go back from time to time and see if I am following the path I have been dreaming about. I have started to cut out pictures in magazines to place them on a vision board. These are all very simple tasks, but it is amazing how we can waste our time with our silly daily drama.

I believe it is allowing yourself to be a child again. Be free and non-concerned with the outside world. Through this belief in ourselves we can take the leap. It is in each one of us. Now it is my turn.

Wish me luck!!

I have a folder at home with different headings

Allowing...

How do we allow in our lives? Do we actually allow anything, person or goodness into our lives...really?

I am not trying to be pessimistic, I am only writing about feelings that most of us think about and which help inhibit the actual moments we all wish would come into our lives instead of stay out of them.

I have been questioning this feeling/idea for the last year and have wrapped my head around the idea that I am blocking my own life.

It is not too late.

Allow your life to unfold for you now.

Grace & Love for 2009

Here we are...2009. A new beginning during my 29th year of my life. I feel that this year will be very important for me. I am very excited about what my friends and I have decided to do instead of new years resolutions. I really don't like them because they are full of expectations and we are so hard on ourselves if we don't succeed with them. My good friend Louise read a good idea, a way to shape the year that you would like to create.

Choose a word. Or two. Or three. What you want or feel is all that matters. This word describes what kind of year you want. So I have chosen the words Grace & Love. I am so excited about these two words. I have thought long and hard about them and now will trust and allow to receive. I hope to not push but wait for the love of grace to attract itself into my life. And love is in my life. I have such a beautiful daughter and really good friends in my life. I am looking forward to having more love attract itself to my life. The time is now!!

What are your words? What year do you want in 2009? Many of my friends have said Joy!! It will be a happy year for all.